kal clg e student election chhilo....nanakarone ratre gum hoyni.....sakal thekei drowsiness...khub kosto hochchhilo gum theke uthte...tabuo uthlam....gari jakhan baichite takhan 8.45 a.m.....crossing closed...base thakte thakte gumiye porechchhilam...jakhan gum bhanglo dekhi 9.30....driver bollo jam chhilo...clg e dekhlam nana natok...joto khani irritate kora jay kore chalechhe...khub buddhhi kore...sob kichhu kono rokome mitlo....jakhan back korchhi baichite kothao miking hochchhilo...sunlam ek famous natya baktitttva mara gechchhen...asun amra ek minute nirabata palon kori....namta sunte pelam na....mone mone vablam kar abr sobbonas holo ke jane....t.v te newsta dekhlam ...eto kom somoyer madhye swransova ready hoye gelo?...tao abr baichite??.....preparation ki agei neya chhilo??.....???????????????????????

abr tandop suru...ekhan abr natun kayda...ghorer samne diye jabr somoy jhor chitkar....ki je korbe sob vebe pachchhe na...

driver nei...clg jete parlam na...kal ki habe ke jane?driver jakhan bollo kaj korbe na...mukhe halka hasi...sob i to pre planned....jakorchhilo ichchhe korei korchhilo...jane ami bolbo...bollei kaj chhere debe....kajer meyeo tai...ja khusi korbe...bollam...chale gelo....ar ekjon ke thik korlam...1 din korei udao...bt sedin hasimukhei kaj korechhilo....tarpor din theke absent...korbe ki korbe na tao bolchhe na.....bardhamaner sob lokgulo ki oder dole nam lekhalo??

t.v dekhar somoy jathariti disturbance...thik korechhi erokom hole t.v bandha kore debo...

kal ranna korini...paper set korchhilam..test exams...anno kono vyapar nei...ranna ekta art jani...oto art sat r somoy pai na roj roj...

sanatan hebram r body niye asa holo keno???kirokom jeno lagchhe...las niyeo competition??tai ki??naki anno kichhu?

etodine anek kichhu lekha holo...ekta confusion creat korar chesta hochchhe...seta je hobe jantam....evyapare ora ostad....jehetu kono challenge r jabab dite parbe na....ekhan dristi anno dike gorabr chesta ...ami bampanthay biswasi...sedikei thakbo....amr two face nei...achhe naki??prove kor to...prove korte parle ami emni i toder golam hoye thakbo...oto chutochuti korte habe na...ar prove korte na parle abr galagal khabi...mone rakhis...

aaj studender katha bolbo....parano ta amr passion....i love to teach....tabe tuition kore extra rojgar korar katha vabi ni kakhono....jakhan hons start holo sesomoy 2 yrs tuition  poriyechhilam...dekhechhilam studentra baire jachchhe...ar baje baje notes likhchhe....bt time permit korchhilo na....service r 1st stage e dekhechhi student ra tuition porto na.......regular class test nitam.....para dhortam....result bhalo hoto...besh bhalo lagto...after 7 yrs hons start holo...anekdin porjanta studender dekhechhi regular class korte....khub somoy ditam oder....sob notes likhe ditam...test nitam....oder sange amr relation ta chhilo anekta bandhhur moto....rajnitir aborte se sob nosto hoyechhe....kebal parano noy ..studender ami nana vabe help korechhi...esob bolte thik bhalo lagchhe na...esob openly bolte hobe vabi ni....aneker exam fee diye diyechhi...books diye help korechhi...even clg er por jakhan ora M.A korte gechhe takhano....specially jara needy n jara parasuna korte chay...erokom ekjon chhilo...visan bhalo chhilo chheleti....bt needy...M.A porbe na...ami tar sob expense dite raji chhilam...distressed ke  help korar siksha amra bari thekei peyechhi... ma baba ke dekhechhi sobsomoy poor people der pase thakte...kaoke help korte parle tader mukhe triptir hasi dekhechhi...ar kaoke help kore binimoye kichhu cheyechhi bole mone pare na...i mean amr vote darabr kono ichchhe nei...ja korechhi mon cheyechhe bolei korechhi...garib manushder prati ekta sympathay barabor achhe amr...ami amr kajher meyer sange sobtheke besi katha boli...kalnay jakhan thakam roj rikshaw...oder sange golpo korte korte bari chale astam.....kono manush ke chhoto bole mone korini.....ami chhotoboro manush dekhe misi na...kharap monda dekhe misi....jodi tai hoto tahole amr eto problem hoto naki??anekei amake chyechhe...tader anek money..anek power...kintu jayni...oi je bollam mon chayni..actually amr power position esober kono moho nei...nijher kaj ta kori ar bari chale asi...anno kichhu niye matha gamate amr bhalo lage na...ami sure je amr enemy rao eta admit korbe...eso niye ar challenge janalam na...toder ke ar chhoto korte chai na..jani tora kono reply dite parbi ni...


o haan ekta katha bolte bhule jachchhilam...asansole o ami tuition suru kori...etar ekta itihas achchhe...takhan ph e frnds der sange khub katha boltam...anek teleph bill asto....maa khub bokaboki korto...ei bill metenor jonno tuition kora...pare dekhlam era amr keu banddhu noy...satru...takhan tuition stop kori....


2003 te syllabus change holo..syallabus hate peyei classe gechhi...almost 60% change hoyechhe...ekta paper contemporary indian....sekhane dekhlam philosophy of iqbal.......amra to egulo porini...bollam eta ki pakistaner poet iqbal je sare jaha se achchha likhechhe??...vyas ...erpor suru holo...jekhanei jay..ei gaan...ebr socialeo dekhalm...eta hoye daralo symbol of my ignorance...kokhano kono vyapar e jodi amr gyaner kono prakash ghatechhe takhani ei gaan sunte hoy amake....ami to kakhono boli ni ami sob jani...tabe jetuku jani bole dabi kori seta jani...eta amr student ar teacher ra bhalo bolte parbe...nijher katha nijhe na bolai bhalo...aajkal dekhchhi sobay khub gyan dichchhe..ei porte habe oi porte habe...je bolchchhe se nijhe pare?roj i pray lecture suni...english...bengali...kabita porechhi...amr oboosso mone hoyechhe ederi anek parasona kora uchit...ar gani guni ra bolen sekhar kono boyes nei...

t.v open kore dekhlam C.M vashan dechchhen....jei suru omni water pump start..gak gak kore machine challo...jei lecture sesh holo sob stop...khub kosto kore sunlam....erokom roj i hoy....ek ekdin ek ekrokom....bisesh bisesh news  e...hoy ekhane pump chalbe...noy epaser barite...nahoy o paser barite...opor theke water phelbe...edik theke..kakhano odik theke........nahole ghorer samne diye garir por gari...with horn....keu gari start diye rekhe debe....nahole kichhu chhele barir samne chitkar korei chale jabe...opor theke jhore keu kichhu phelbe,...chair tana tani...music palyer...jhore jhore ph e katha...aro koto ki..jakhani erokom hoy takhn bujhi ei news e kichhu ekta achhe...sob somoy sob ta bujhte pari na...visan irritated hoy...clg n barir kaj bad diye jetuku somoy pay hoy tv dekhi nahoy computr e thaki nahoy study....sob stop korte chay...study to kortei pari na...baslei esob suru...computr niye anek katha sunechhi....tv o dekte debe na...ebar somoy na katle ekti manusher ki obosstha hoy ??.........ek ekta gari eto vari..eto jhore jhore jay... buk dhorphar kore...ek ekdin saradin ei tandop chale....amr pagol pagol lage...

sabar chokher samne ekta chheleke mere phela holo...tao admit korchhe na...bolchhe nijheder madhye marpit!!!!etogulo lok sabay bhul dekhlo???.dinke rat rat ke din.....eder sange ami pari???satyi i amra chuno puti!!!!

amra pacha ar tora taja ekdom fresh....kintu bujhte parchhina ei pacha manushguloke pabar jonno  toder keno rater gum nei.....sob dhoya tulsi....ek ek kore sob bolle rat bhor hoye jabe....tao jodi na sob jantam...so next time u decide to point a finger remember there is 3 pointing back at u....

sob channel thik aschhe..jeta dekhi 24 ghanta disturbed,...sob lafachchhe....ki biraktikar....

aaj abr xerox xerox..anekei...bujhlam na....sabr mukhe khub hasi....forced smile....jayhok smile to....

kajer meye aajo aseni....demand holo 4.30 e asbe...deri hole chalbe na....railgate jam e aneksomoy atke jay...in time asa hoy na anek din...bolechhe lok dekhte....bodh hoy kaj chhere dilo....amr tension hochchhe ei ar ki...driver o golmal korchchhe...oil er ja price gondogol korle chalbe na...oke obosso ami i bolechhi  erokom korle rakhbo na....tai jonnoi ki??

anekei charotaraf gopiya bich may kanaiya hoye thakte bhalobase....thak na...ke baron korechhe?...amr attention na hoy nai peli...ami ekta manush koto deke attention debo?....eire kal abr suru habe...pase kono gopiya ke basiye hasa hasi...tarpor bolbe ami rege jachchhi...tai????toder vyapare amr kono interest achhhe naki....karo vyaparei amr kono baje curiosity achhe naki???prove kor to??tora  door close kore golpo korle besi khusi hobo..karon oi amake dekh amader dekh etai khrap lage....tachhra amr ki katha bolar lok nei???anek achhe...toder theke tara anek smart...anek handsome...anek intelligent...toder ja personality...ekdom zero.....sobsomoy loker dosh dekha.... ar katha throw kora...chhi...anek age  erokom ekjon chhilo....sabay take kak(crow) bolto..dirty thing er dike nazar...se obosso anek simple chhilo..khali ha hutas korto...sabay sob kichhu korchhe..amr kichhu holo na..esob ar ki...ekhan anek crow....sunle abak haben ederi ekjon niye clg jakhan tolpar..takhan aaami tar pase chhilam...ami obosso sob katha jantam na...pare jante pari takhan sare asi...age nijheder rectify kor tarpor annoder dike takabi...ar jodi kichhu korar ichchhe hochchhe kor na...sob responsibility niye kor....erokom chhuk chhuk kore ar koto din katabi??ar ekta katha sune rakh amr mon na chaile ami kaoke patta di na....sobsomoy amake mano amake mano...anek nirjatan korechhis...etogulo bachhar dhore...gayer jore karo mon ba sradhha paoya jay na...

petrol price abr barchhe..Rs 2.96 per litre...amader ki spectrum,common wealth achhe je 60/ diye oil kinbo????

aaj class suspended...staff room sorgorom...ki sadharon katha ki natok kore bola...eki katha bar bar  bola.....ekdom chhedo katha...jhore jhore... .kader sange???sedin meeting e jader against e bolchhilo...tader sangei...satya seleucus..ki bichitro ei desh...ar ki bichitro ei desher manus....


abr rabindranath...seminar habe...anek alochana... kabiguru tomar religion humanism.. oder religion anarchism...what a combination....alochnar jhor boybe...gann habe.. kabita habe...tarporei chhurite saan...kar buke basay...kar buke?? ei vebe santana pay je erokom bhanda scholar habr kono  moho amr nei....

ami sob vyaparei khub chossy...sari kinte jabr age chinta hoy...ki jani pachhanda habe to???aro ekta bad habit achhe.. anek somoy  kine abr change kori....besh kori...dorkar hole abr korbo...esob likhte amr khub hasi pachchhe....ekta gaan achhe na..ki kori ami ki kori...toder o erokomi obosstha....ki boli ami ki boli...ghor je amr kanagoli....mithye diye khub jakiye bosechhili....ekhan rasta khnuje pachhis na.. tai na??.satyi toder dekhe hasi pachchhe...

kal dadader niye likhechhilam....kono reaction pelam na...jodi petam...tahole sob dada r ph no diye ditam...ora to ekhan toder chela.. bariye bolchhi????....kadin oder ph tap hole ar kichhudin oder gatibidhir opor nazar rakhlei jana jabe.....na ami bolchhilam ph no dile verify kore nite partis thik thak bolchhi kina ei ar ki...

jak!!!!!..etodine thik jaygay esechhis....jantam thik thak investigation hole ekhanei thambi.....hann amr dada der takatey sansar chalto....1yr n 8 months ami chaliyechhilam.. dadader sange misunderstanding hoyechhilo....hoyechhilo amr sis n maayer sange..baba jakhan kokatay thakurpukur e admitted takhan....maa n sis er atmasammanbodh khub ..thik amr moto....maayer mukher dike takiye risk niyechhilam...maa n bon ke karo kachhe chhoto hote diy ni....sob dayitta niye chhilam...evabe 1 yr n 8 months ketechhe...khub tough ekta somoy....24 hrs kajher lok bad..telephone bad....aro anek kichhu....ki vabe din ketechhe seta amr sange jara chhilo tarai jane..kalna theke phirei ranna ghore....gigges korlei jana jabe....ora je amr tale tal diye chepe jabe  na seta tora bhalo korei janis...tarpor mejda andal e transfer holo...barir kachhakachhi...barite elo....erpor ja ja korechhilo...sobtai satosphurta vabei...maa kakhano nijhe theke kichhu chai ni.....mejda ja dito tatei sansar chale jeto....majhe majhe surplus hoto..maa er acct e jama....echharao mejda maa er jonno ayurvedic medine...anek instrument pain removing ...aro anek kichhu....mejda maa ke khub bhalobasto....ei jonnoi ami vabtam mejda jakhan achhe maayer boro kono kshati habe na....kintu sesh porjanta ta hoy ni...barda maayer medical bill dito...office theke peto....chhorda kichhu  dito...karon baba je taka rekhe gechhilo...anek taka....almost sobtay diye diyechhilam...baba r chhordar joint accnt..tai...amader ekta medical store chhilo...chhorda sekhane thakto...baba jakhan chhilo takhan eto sell hoto je dada khabar somoy peto na....baba mara jabar por sell zero hoye jay.....kichhudin por store bandha hoye jay....chhorda ekhan anno jaygay chakri kore....ei taka r 50% dabidar maa ..bt amra diye di... chhorda ei karonei kichhu expense korto...babar ekta peerless..nsc..kayekta banker taka r interest...desher bari thekeo asto...esob kichhu agei likhbo vebechhilam...bt dekchhilam tora ki pas....ekdom thik.....ami ei sansare thakar advantage ta peyechhi...ete anyay kothay??ami jakhan sansar er dayitta ni..takhan to jantam na je dada nijheder bhul bujhe abr asbe....ami to puro risk niye chhilam...eta to blessing je misunder stading gulo dur hoye chhilo....n ami kichhuta guchhiye nite perechhilam.....chhelera maa ke dekbe etai to swavabik....


jayhok seshporjanta thik jaygay eschhis...etodin koto elomelo bolechhis...ar kivebe ami lore gechhi toder sange....dadara taka dileo ami badbaki sob dektam...konodin dadader takay bilasita kora...ba bajhe expence korini....esob katha likhte amr kintu bhaloi lagchhe...ami khub proud feel kori jakhan vabi je sesh din porjanta maa ke dekhechhi.... dadara taka diyei chale jeto....ekbr to mejda 1yr bari aseni...service e ki jhamela hoyechhilo...sob to samlechhi...nijher dike takay ni....nijher career..sob sesh...thik achhe ..ei niye ar vabi na..ekta bhalo vyaparke koto kalo kore dekha hochchhilo...truth cannot be established by falsehood..ei re abr gyan diye phellam...sorry....gyan debar kono ichchhe amar nei....bt dil chhurle patkel chhorar lobhta samlate pari na je....

nov 14 e blog lekha suru korechhilam....anek kichhu challenge korechhilam...1 months time diyechhilam....only 2 days achhe....khub busy???o.k...aro 1 month time dilam....bt jabab amr chai....

xerox xerox abr xerox.....batase katha na bhasiye specific bol...kan mule bujhiye debo...bt bolar satsahos ki toder habe??...ei je bollam egulo toder weapon .....ami kintu toder esob vyapar niye matha gamay na...keu bolle suni....ke ki korchhe esob niye amr kono duschinta nei....achhe naki????amr duschinta amake niye...ei je  kayekta notes ekhano likhe utte parini...kabe complete habe tao jani na..tension e achhi.......tahole kara jealous????nijheder mukhosgulo nijherai khule dichchhis je???

kichhudin dhore asansol jabo vabchhilam...kichhu kaj achhe....seisange maayer goromjama and saree gulo guchhiye ekjaygay ekta almarite rekhe asbo ...kmn jeno elomelo hoye achhe...na na esob jinis e amr kono lobh nei....amr nijheri eto achhe je sesh korte pari na.....anekei dekhechhi maa sis ba anek relatives der saree pare...ami obosso esober madhye dosher kichhu dekhi na....eto tar private vyapar...bt ami na bolle ki habe...loke to ar chup kore thakbe na...ja noy ta baniyei bolte habe...jara bolchhe tarai kintu egulo kore....tahole???? amr maa bhaibon karo sange amr relation lenden r noy...niyechhi ja diyechhi tar anek gun besi..kakhano karo kachhe ekta jinis chai ni..by d by bole rakhi amar dadara amr anek agei service e join korechhe..borda jakhan chakri pay takhan ami class 10 ar mejda jakhan chakri pay takhan ami 1st yr...aaj porjanta karo kachhe kichhu cheyechhi bole mone pore na....ora sotosphurta vabe ja diyechhe...service pabar por amio anek kichhu diyechhi...ekhane lenden r theke bhalobasa besi chhilo....bt aneker sangei relativeder relation lenden er...khabor ami sob pay...bt esob niye katha bolte amr ruchite badhe.... sedin meeting sesh habar por jantam jhor boybe...jakhani meeting e academic upgrade n rules rugulation niye katha holo  jantam egulo habe.....amader eto salary.. eto boroboro degree..goldmedal...amader enimityr ekta standard thaka uchit...visan khelo hoye jachchhe na???


chhoto thekei  amra barite saturday veg khetam ar ekta kichhu pora khetam....kichhu puriye khele naki sanir dosh kete jay...by d by amr babar astrology te khub biswas chhilo..amader sobar jonno gadagada stone kinten....jayhok ekhano amar sob bhai bon saturday veg khay...strictly follow kore...kal amio tai korechhilam....pora khelam...every sat e tai khabo...keu bolle to aro besi  kore khabo..... achchha toder eto jwala kiser??ami ja korchhi torao tai  kor na..... ja ja chaichhis sob peye jabi..mone ananda thakbe.... eto drama....eto mithye diye din suru korteo habe na sesh korteo habe na...tai na???eniye to anekdin agei challenge korechhilam suorer bahchhader kachhe....jantam kono reply pabo na...tabuo...asole egulo toder weapon...emon kichhu allegation dao ja prove kora jabe na....proved hoye gelei to khela sesh.....

anekbar class chhere beriye esechhi.. class nite parini.....lecture  suru korlei  suru hoye jay.....boleo kichhu hoy na....bisesh kayekti chhele....saradin ei kore....jakhani jekhanei class kori ...anek in charge elo gelo...problem solve hoy ni....amr student ra sob tai jane....jodi boli besi besi kore korbe...jemon aaj...class niye asar por half an hour tandob chhollo... ashlil kathao sunlam...jake boklam...seto na sunei chale jachchhilo...pare abr amr class er samne giye cheharata ar ekbr dekhiye elo....jani ora instrument.....asol vyaparta ki ami tao jani..bt toder dadader pase to ami bosbo na bhai...eta amr nijher vyapar...ami kar pase bosbo ar bosbo na seta to ami thik korbo...esob gayer jhore hoy naki??.jani toder anek power...anek sakti..mahasaktidhar tora...bt nitir bichare tora niswa....nahole je teacher regular class ney...sobrokom vabe studentder help kore.....tar sange erokom koris...ar mukhe student welfar er katha bolis...

charpase eto chitkar hole ki ar study hoy???keno re...xerox theory ba oi typer kichhu ekta ratiye de na..

sabr barite CBI jachchhe...amr barite kabe asbe ke jane....du ekta papers asansol e achhe...vabchhilam niye chale asbo...ekhan thak....jakhan jabi amr kachhe almarir chabi gulo achhe niye jabi...ar ekta jayga achhe...bt amr sister -in- law to toder no.1 chamcha....jodi kichu thake..mati khure ber kore toder hate tule debe... so carry on..dekh jodi kichhu pas...


anekgulo notes lekha baki...aaj likhbo thik korechhilam....aaj abr bristi....bhaloi hochchhe...baire tandop kom...noise kom...paribesh santa na hole ki ar lekha jay....tai to bristi namalam......ami sob pari kebal nijher problemgulo solve korte pari na....hahahahahahahahaha


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sobar jibane swapno thake ekta bari..gari....jodi keu seta pay kharap ki???se to nijher earning diye korchhe... and sob expence bear korchhe..ek ekjon M.P ke dekhechhi govt car e gurte...ar lakh lakh takar bill korte...developed country te almost sakaler gari thake..amio chai amader desh o anek develope koruk...sakaler sob kichhu thakuk...garib boroloker dandha gulo dur hok...at least politicians ra tader ar eivabe use korte parbe na....


kaoke niye mithye katha bola...baniye baniye golpa lekhar somoy nei amr....jodi karo mone hoy mithye katha bolchhi..kono kichhu alter ba exaggerate kore likhchhi...amr sange jogajok korlei habe...ami bujhiye debo....osob kore amr kono lab nei..aneker thakte pare...

amr ATM card nei....korini...savings accnt e majhe majhei anek taka theke jay....amr ektu korchhi korbo vyapar achhe...carder no keu jene gele bipad....ki kore janbe??anekdin dhore ekta vyapar notice korechhi....amr ghore keu enter kore...about 14 lock kinechhi eto dine....jakhani bujhechhi...ekhan ami number lock use kori..last 3 yrs...but ekhono problem hoy...jakhani mone mone vebe pheli numberta takhani problem...amr mind read kora hoy je...ja bolchhilam...ekbr 3000/ er ekta cheque likhe chhilam..bank e jama deya hoyni....amr desher barite je dadara thake tara cheyechhilo..pujor subscription...money transfer...durgapur e amr dadar accnt e jama ditam..okhan theke ora niye chale jabe...erokomi katha chhilo...amr boudi transfer korte baron korlo...sesh mesh cheque ta amr kachhe rakha chhilo...amr almarite...sei cheque ami ar pay ni..ke ba kara seta bank e jama diye taka tule ney....2007 er sep or oct er ghatana....


ami kalna te jakhan chhilam landline ph chhilo....buwn e shift kori 2009 e....surrender kori...bt security deposit er receipt ta ar pay ni...taka tola hoy ni...taka tulte gele je jamela korte habe..ta amr dara habe na....
asansoler landline ph 2007 e surrender kori...last receipt gulo kalnate niye esechhilam....somoy  moto apply korbo ei vebe...segulo missing...ekhano security money tola hoy ni....ebr oder office e giye ekta application jama diyechhi....kalna r moto okhane oto jamela habe na bollo....


amr anek books missing...specially supplimentary books...erokom aro anek kichhu...


eisob karone ami  ATM accnt korini.....thakle bhalo hoto kintu ki ar kora jabe..situation emon...je keu amr no peye jete pare...ami khub bhulomona..almari lock korte majhe majhei bhule jay..tai .taka sesh hobr agei taka tuli...na na amake taka supply debr keu ney....eniyeo anek katha sunechhi.. aajo sunlam...test o hoyechhe...seo ek drama...amake dekhabr n bojhabr jonnoi  kora hoyechhilo......achchha kar taka eto sasta hoyechhe je amr mukh dekhe taka debe?....kichhu michhu to korte habe....sei kichhumichhur ki sandan peli?????na hale andaze anuman kore katha bolle to galagal khete habe....suorer bachha ba bachhi ra amake niye toder eto jwala keno re????sobr to sob kichhu jute gechhe...tao keno eto asthirata....jar jwala thake sei katha sonay...specially mithye katha gaye pore pore sonate hochchhe.......sunechhi class e giye abol tabol bolis....esob na kore nijher kajta bhalo kore kar...dekhbi mone santi thakbe..esob itching problem dur hoye jabe...


aaj bhalo tiffin niye gechhilam....bhalo tiffin neya  ba bhalo saree pora manei karo sange pirit korte jaoya...kar sange re haramjada???


abr ramayan  abr mahabharot...abr satitwa abr satata...abr ki holo re??dat kirmir korchhili keno???clg e na ese to chupi chupi khub signature kore chalachhili.....dhora pore geli naki???abr mone koralam honesty r anek chehara..ekta noy....toder mukhe esob manay naki?????

charpase anek katha sunchhi...ei jemn ami naki frustrated hoye gechhi etc etc....bt je kathagulo sonar jonno 15th nov theke adhir agrohe base achhi.....se dike keu jachchhe na keno???...ami jani charpaser tantob barbe...humki deya habe...jani to habe.....toder anek power..money....tora chakri dite na paris kichhu motorcycle dite parbi...kichhu manushke leliye dite parbi....bodnam dite parbi...aro anek kichhu.....ekebare sesh dekhe chharbi....amio tai....sesh porjanta jabab chaibo....je manushti jibane karo 5 paisa neini se chor????je jibane kayda kore 5 paisa earn koreni se prostitute?????je jibane tricks kore kono kichhu acquire kareni se witch, magician???satyi naki re??suorer bachchha...galagal dichchhi??toder maa boneder gigges koris ...eta to kom holo...eto diner choker jal er ki sodh holo??last 10 yrs ei chalchhe....tauting n teasing ek nagare....keno????jabab chaibo na ami???je manushra vibrata hoyechhe jabab chaibe na tara???? ami toder moto na....kauke miythye apobad diye pathe basano amr motive na...by nature ami orokom na..... matha uchu kare bnachte chai..and i deserve so...diner por din eki mithye nana vabe dramar por drama...west bengale politics e eto deuliyapona age keu dekhechhe??agami din gulote je ki habe vabchte kharap lagchhe.....

ami kintu amr ques er reply payni... ja ja bolechhis sobkichhur evidence chai ami....lajja kore na ...chhiiii....toder dekhe manush ki sikhbe????mulyabodh..values ki sob achhe na toder??....o mone porechhe ..satotar pratik...ei jodi satata hoy tabe asatata ki????

ki re investigationer ki holo????chargesheet ready holo???before that plzzz give me some time for grooming...desher ek no criminal..koto kander kandari....media..camera.. light..sob thakbe to....sajgoj kore jete habe na?????

kal sanibr black sari pare jabo...nijher kane sunlam je...na pare ki kore thaki??


 ei sanibar er ar ekta episode... 2005 or 06 ..mone nei...time tao mone nei....clg e ekti meye asustha hoye porlo...bari naki anek dure....barir lok aste anek deri habe...anek nurshing kora holo....bt thik holo na....amr barite amr sange jabe thik holo...erokomi chaichhilo sobay....barite gelo..nijhei rikshaw theke namlo.... giye suye porlo...ami sedin bari theke esechhi....meyeti ratre thakbe etai jantam...bazare jete habe...meyetike bole chale gelam...meyetir katha vebe tarahuro kore phire asi..she was bathing then...kmn ektu abak holam....after half an hour dujon chhele elo....meyeti bollo ami ok..chale gelo...amr kmn doubt holo..ei bishaygulo ami anek pare bujhechhi...miliye niyechhi..asle saturday ami bari gechhilam....sarir bhalo chhilo na... clg e jete amr ektu deri hoyechhilo....tai ei drama...meyetike pathano hoyechhilo investigation er jonno...keno sedin deri hoyechhilo...ghore kichhu na peye bathroom....ei ar ki...sediner katha aajo amr mone pore..amr colleaque der kathabarta ..attitude...sobkichhu...achchha ora ki kichhu peyechhe??vyapar jodi kichhu thekei thake oder tate ki?...amake to avoid korlei pare...ami to karo gaye pore misi na..sobkatha vebi ar jantrana pay....anekbr vebechhi humanrights e jabo...bt orao to humanbeing...politics er dadagiri r baire giye kichhu korar  sahos ki  ora dekhate parbe??

yesterday student ra kayekta ques diyechhilo...answer  likhe dite habe..(perhaps tuition e pay ni)....edaning stdentder kono query nei..kono demand nei...50% student to asei na....edike kichhu paper khub tough aschhe....sob ques new.. previous  yr er sannge kono mil nei...esober ans er to ar  xerox copy paoya jay na  ..likhe dite hoy....ques hate peye vebechhi esob to parbe na...ki likhechhis gigges kore ektao reply payni...ja peyechhi sob bhul....ans na janleo result kintu bhalo hoy. ..anek marks pay...kajhei era amader  care kore na....na korleo chale jabe je....o ja bolchhilam ...  ans likhte giye dadagiri dekha holo na...bachchhader niye program chhilo ...miss korlam.... 


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edaning finishing touch ta besh bhaloi hoy...jwaliye diye jaogo ebr jabr age.....jabr age akaran chechamechi..akaron hasi...akaran katha...ebr kete poro...jabab debr time jeno na thake.......bolechhilam na teacherder kaj ekhan anek bere gechhe...keno re kothao gotta kheli naki????


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ami amr clg university r anek teacher& amr senior anek colleaque ke dekhechhi jara chaile 10ta books likhte parten  bt lekhen ni....eder ki educational field e kono contribution nei?? studentder era quality teaching diyechhen...help korechhen..guide korechhen...tar kono mulya nei??ta chhara sobay ki contribution r katha vebe kichhu kore?...amr to mone hoy they do so just for promoting their carrer....

                          

hasir tumi hasir ami haste neiko mana..edik odik takabo na..chok korechhi kana....sabay haschhe...jar dike takay  ba je amr dike takay sabay haschhe.. ekjoer to all time 32 all out ...deklam ekdol chale gelo bazare...saby amr dike takiye...  hasi hasi mukh..( eire abr na bole ami jealous)kmn jeno doubt holo....pichan pichan gelam...esob khub chhotolokomi...tao gelam...time legechhilo 30 secds..deklam sabr mukh gomra....gomra mane visan gomra....ebr samne gelam....jei  deklo gomra mukhe abr hasi phire elo....ekjon senior dada ..jini khub rasik manush chhilen...amr nam diyechhilen anandamoyi...bolten tomr sange katha bole khub ananda pai...ei niye ekta kabitao likhechhilen....kobitata pele blog e likhe debo.....darun sundar ekta kabita...eksomoy loke amr sange katha bole ananda peto..ekhan dekhlei ananda pay....khub kharap kichhu noy...ki bolen???