You should take care of family and people close to you before you worry about helping others...thik..seto family r lokera bhalo bolte parbe..ja korechhi kora uchit bole korechhi...amr to 3 elder brothers achhe..taderi to esob korar katha... keu to kom noi amr theke....kintu esob katha mone ani ni maayer mukher dike takiye...self interestr katha vabini...not for a moment....brother sis ra  to ekhan toder chela...ORA KI BOLCHCHHE??kichhu bolchhe naki re???ami to sunte chai.and sobayke sonate o chai.......plzzzz kichhu jodi bolar thake bolis... .familyr jonno ekhono anek kichhu korte pari....korte chai o...bt saytani korle ki ar help korar manasikata thake??....bhalomanush hate pari mahapurush to ar noi je chok bandhha kore sob mene nobo

ami dishonest noi jani...but amr company jodi durniti kore then???from panchaet to top executive sob sunte to pai.... eder chhara ki godite basar swapno safal habe??..anyay je kore anyay je sahe ki jeno bolena?...aro achhe...koto mrityu..destruction....accident....mithyachar...conspiracy ..chokher jal..tar hiseb achhe ki?...esob fair practice naki?honestyr anek chehara ..ekta noy.. natun projanmer kachhe ki jibonbodh diye jabo amra?...kajei chup kore thak....honesty honesty bole ar lafas na ...tahole honestyr definition abar natun kore likhte habe...

je nijher lok.. kachher lok...aponjon...tar katha disclose kora jay na....thik...thik..ekdom thik...bt je apon jon noy...jake  dosh debr jonno hanye hoye gurchhis....tar katha disclose kora jabe na ???keno?????selfcontradiction hochchhe na??satyi katha bol je bolar kichhu nei....batase katha vasiye chamkachchhis keno???abr galagal khabi naki???toder golper chote je gachhe goru uthe jachchhe re....

e ar ek drama....khub jatna kore script lekha hoyechhilo....university exam...invigilation...examroom theke ese dekhi staffroom e hoi choi..kichhu joner mukh gomra...kichhu joner mukhe chapa smile....kmn ektu thomke gelam...ki holo...kichhukhan thaklam...kichhu katha kane elo...jemon ase....ekjon face distort kore (evyapare se kono academy theke training niyechhe bole mone hoy)bole jachchhe...roj roj ek ekta sari....roj roj ek ekta blouse...khub....etc...sedin kichhu na bujhe bari chale asi....next kayekdin aro kichhu suni....horrible....kar bag theke 500/ stolen by somebody...er sangeo amake connect kora hoyechhilo....ek ekta sari eivabei hoy ar ki....ami ki korbo bujhe utte parini... ....jantranay chatphat korechhi...chup kore hozom korechhi...but i know the reality....keu ekjon korechhilo...ami take jani...se aro ki ki korechhe .sekatha pore bolchhi....doshta amr opor chaponor chesta hoyechhilo....er pichane khusilob annora...o kebal instrument....tabuo anek katha ese jay....amake ki keu evabe use korte parbe??amaro anek frnds achhe jader kachhe sob vyapare ami moral support pay...tara jodi konodin erokom kichhu bole..sedin i frndship sesh kore debo...ekhanei oder sange amr farak...amra teacher....manush garar karigor...idealman...idealman ra jodi esob kore tahole common man ki korbe??

again thanks to blogger.com....sob katha bolar sujok pelam...jedin theke likhchhi...anekta relaxed ami...jodio charpaser tandop aro anek berechhe....

2007 e july mase amr ghor theke one golden churi and 15.000/ churi hoye jay...saturday chhilo....bari ese dekhi bage chabi nei...chabi to bage chhilo...tala break korlam...takhano bujhini...nextday taka nite giye dekh almarite kichhu nei... chabi bag theke rastay pare jete pare..bt ke janbe ota amr chabi....chabita clg thekei churi hoyechhilo...churi kore abr ghor lock kore chale gechhilo...ekta flat e thaktam..asepaser lokera sob jane...chup kore chhilo.....ami jani ki hoyechhilo..ke chhilo....oi je anekkichhu bojha jay bt prove kora jay na.....erporeo era amake humiliate kore...keno jani na....tabe jante chai....jani karori sotsahos nei kichhi bolar...sudhu elemelo katha bole jal ghola kora...ar subidhamoto machh dhora...

ek ek somoy ek ekta colour favorite thake..eksomoy jemon black..merun fovorite chhilo...hai bhagoban..e niyeo katha...black naki suitable for witchcraft....witch bole asole kichhu hoy kina jani na..news e dekhechhi alleged witch ke torture kora hole sokale ta condemn kore...but ami amar charpaser lokder dekhechhi..e niye inggit korte...anekei dekhechhi black sari pore specially saturday te aste....ami yellow , tute like kori na...tahole kichhu gondogol....ei niyeo katha sunechhi....ki kora jay ki kora jay...ki niye issue creat kora jay..amr colleaque dero dekhechhi....kichhudin dekhechhi clg bathroom e gele sange sange ar ekjon chale jeto...nanavabe nana bisay bojhabar chesta hoto......aro dukhher katha...amr ek colleaque r son mara jay...er sangeo amake connect kora hoyechhilo...keu esob direct boleni..direct bolle to challenge kora jeto...anek kichhu achhe ja bojha jay but prove kora jay na...sei rokom...jhakhani bujhechhi manasik jantranay chatphat korechhi...ar ekta katha .amader clg e womens study cell achhe..seminar hoy...ami to eniye ja bolar bolechhi...challengeo  korechhi..but karo kachh theke kono reply payni....pabo na jani...aaj abr bollam...  ki vabe amr charpaser lok ra amake mentally torture korechhe...diner por din...karor prati kono rag thakle ki esob katha bolte habe? amra je profession e achhi amader ki egulo manay??ar amr proti eto rag keno? ami to karor kono kshti korini?? KORECHHI NAKI???? tahole???? sat sahos thake bolis...naki esob kore amake upset kore rakha......tahole kara jealous????...kara protisodhparayan???

t.v dekhte boslei disturbance start..ase pase opor nichhe...er sange rastar tandop to achhei..kal abr para te khub potaka phatano...esob hole thik korechhi t.v bandha kore debo...

30th november clg annual function...notice dekhlam...ekta jayga overlook kore gechhi....VYAS...gili gili gili..hing ting chhat...script lekha hoye gelo...aneker kachhei sunlam eki katha....kothao anmona hoya chalbe na...professor der kaj anek bere gechhe...kotoki korte hochchhe ...jak kichhu to ekta holo...kayekta din ekdom upobas  chalchhilo je...kore ja kore ja...natun natun event creat kore ja...du ekta goldmedal jute jeteo pare...du din monta besh phur phure thakbe....obosso tin diner din abr gottta khabi...ami sure.


ami naki protisodhparayan hoye uthechhi...ekatha er ageo sunechhi......keno? amr ki nei ja toder achhe?ja nei bole mone koris ta ami easily pete pari..toder moto girlfrnd..ba husband ami chailei 10 ta jogar korte partam...achchha amr madhye kono ha hutas sunechhis??jar opor manusher rag thake tar protisodh nei....kara chechamechi ...haha hihi ..suru kore?....kara katha throw kore??AMI??????ami sabayke request korchhi...du ekdin notice korun ke ki kore....sob gene jaben.....jodi mithya hoy...amake ek thappor marben....ami clg e jay ...class gulo koto bhalobhave kora jay sedikei nazar thake...ar tora ki koris?sot sahos thake to bol...class e jabr age katha suniye suniye...esei abr suru.....jani esob thambe na karon sob thakteo tora niswa...toder buker jwala konodin i kombe na...

clg administration e jara achhen tader boli...ebr theke ja ja korben..amake janiye korben..ei jemon kar c.l e.l holo...ke show cause notice pelo....nahole amake sunte hay bhaja machh ulte khete jane na...as if ami  sob jani......ki vabe janlam?...amr ph to tap hoy...ami sobr samnei katha boli...keu  na keu to sunbe....otosoto jani na...jodi ei niye kono katha hoy..apnara reply deben...nahole apnader sangeo ami katha bola stop kore debo..tabe ekta vyapare alert korchhi...jodi apnader ami kichhu report korechhi jante pare sange sange hasimukhe ese darabe...katha bolbe...keu katha bolle chup kore thaka jay na...amio katha bole pheli..aajo tai hoyechhe...tarpor bolbe...dekhun e amr aganist e bolchhe...abr amader sange kathao bolchhe...er katha patta deben na...apnader sange sobr relation kharap kore debe etc etc...shrewd word r dictionary meaning bichakshan lok...shrewd r definiton natun kore likhte habe...

19 yrs kalnate chhilam...okhane khub sarir kharap hochchhilo....setao ekta mystery....anekkei bolechhilam...keu help kore ni... burdwan e shift korar katha vabchhilam...in the meantime amr ek colleaque dujone chheler sange amr jogajog koriye dey...chheleduti naki or frnds.. bari kenar vyapare amake help korbe..(ESOB KATHA SE NIJHE THEKEI BOLECHHILO)....ami puropuri  biswas kore chhilam...jantam na chheleduti broker...broker ke keu car e niye ase? bhalo hotel e lunch khayay??amr bari asansol e tader niye gechhilam..ami nijhe ranna kore oder khaiyechhilam...ami jantam ora amr colleaquer frnd..ami ekebare anddhakare chhilam..barir bhalomomda kichhu bujhi na...valuation jani na...esober puro sujok niyechhilo ora....purotai conspiracy.conspiracy bolchhi keno sekathay pare aschhi...anek vabnachinta korei korechhilo....advance money cheque e dite cheyechhilam..sei moto cheque likheo chhilam...pare nana problem dekhiye cheque return kore..cash dite bole...etai boro bhul....in fact ami eta swapneo vabini je jekhane amr ekjon colleaque involed sekhane ei dunombori hochchhe.... emon ki landlord er sange amake dekha karai ni ami takhano kichhu doubt korini.ami advance r sob taka ei chheleduti ke diyechhilam...jayhok barite dudin thakr por bujhi barita thik thakar upojukta noy...landlord amake bolechhilo je  ekaronei se  bari sell korchhe...aro sunlam barir dam amr kachh theke about 4 lakhs besi nichhchhe.. amr anno ek colleaque ei sob information diye  amake help korechhilo..thanx to her...barita ami chhere di...advance r taka theke 1 lakh n 10 thousand era niye  palay...baki taka sob return paini..eka n boka peye era ja khusi tai korechhe....

property purchase korte giye anekei cheated hoy....but amr kahani annorokom...at first boli ei ghatanar por amr sei colleaque ekdiner jonno amr kachhe aseni..(age khub asto samne bosto katha bolto)..sorry boleni....ekdiner jonno na...ami jodi or jaygay thakam amr rater gum chale jeto... ami ekdin chechamechi korechhilam....deklam take protect korar lok rayeche..sob kichhu pariskar hoye gelo...ekhanei sesh noy...landlord ke takar jonno jakhoni ph korechhi...khub baje behave ...rude n rough...ph kora stop kore dilam...ekhaneo natak..bola holo..e taka dunobbori..tai ph korchhi na..(rasta ghate sunechhi )....dunobbori??abe ke be maka dudh piya to samne aake bol....sobsomoy nijheder dosh daka...shala educated..clg er professor...are er theke to  thief,bankdecoit,,prostitute ra bhalo..ora nijheder kharap parichay niyei  prithibite bneche thake...punishment pay...ar tora bhadralok seje thakis...loke abr paye hat diye pranam kore..suorer bachchha..jutiye muk lamba kore dite hay.....shala tor baper taka...ja khusi tai korbi...keu jodi amake help korto eguloke mere 6 months bed e phele raktam..amr humanity..amr bhalomanushi chuloy jak....

Ki  investigation kotodur egolo??CID,CBI or jekono agency r help nite paris….time 1 month..besidin to ar nei…..elomelo banano katha throw kore kadin ar chalbe??

bardhamaner  ram shyam amr kshati korle ami chennai er ram shyam er kshti korbo keno?? kolkatar madhu bodmayesi korle kolkatar jaduke sesh korbo keno??er theke ajgubi ar kichhu hate pare?.. amr charpaser lokjon jara everyday bodmayesi korchhe..kichhu korte parle age tader kei to jabda korbo jate tara esob stop kore....clear and simple...apnara ki bolen....hazar hazar manushke bivranta korchhe era.....challenge korechhilam...paris to kichhu dekha......ami roj roj test debo na....toder ei test test khela ta ami stop kore debo...paris to suorer bachchhara jabab dis....

aaj sakal theke khub sarir kharap..clge jete parini....kal ja kheyechhilam ta fridge e achhe...keu ki kheye dekhbe ??

20 yrs service hoye gelo...chesta korechhi nijher kaj ta bhalo vabe korar....kotota korte perechhi ta amr students n  tader guradian ra bolte parbe....eksomoy student der sange relation darun chhilo..khub antarik...ekhan to kebal politics.... miste bhoy pay...jara sincere tader sobrakom help korechhi...jakhan ja notes cheyechhe..ready kore diyechhi...aro anek kichhu...eder sange majhe majhei dekha hoy..bhalo lage...er madhye anno kichhu achhe naki???studenra to toder chela..amr noy...ki bolchhe tara??ami kintu studentder barite adhik rat porjonta theke masti korini...amake niye kono poster o pareni....achchha esob lok guloke niye to tora dibbi achchhis...ar je innocent take niye drama korchhis?ar ki kono issue pachchhis na?? sob event ki sesh hoye gelo??ei katha to kalna town e ekjon o biswas korbe na...tao bolte habe..roj ek issue niye to chalbe na..ek ek din ek ekta issue...nachiye dao sabayke..vasiye dao sabayke..dekho santre utte parlo kina.....chakrite join korar age vabtam..charpase sob EDUCATED lokera thakbe....bhaloi habe....ar ekhan vabtei kharap lage je eder sange amake  ekhono anekdin sevice korte habe...ekta chakri chhere ekhane esechhilam...ar ekta pele bhalo hoto...charpase boro anddhakar...ektu sunshine..ektu ray chai...
  
                           give me some sunshine
                           give me some ray
                           give me another chance
                          i wanna change my service once again

Indian cricket team won the match n series...giving thanks to god.....match harle suntam er madhye ami achhi...ami chailei sob pari...jodi partam tahole sobr age sourav ganguly ke teame phiriye antam...bechara ke niye ki politics tai na holo....je india ke tar khela,captaincy diye eto samriddha korechhe...take pade pade apoman..jeno karuna kore chance dichchhe...darun come back kore sob apomaner jabab diyechhilo dada...eikaronei ami souraver admirer ...or dadagirir admirer...jodi partam tahole IPL er sob match jitiye ditam...du ekta naki jitiyechhi...na na du ekta noy..please orokom bolben na ..sob match chai..IPL trophy hate sourav...hasimukhe...pase team members..camera..light..sound...ei drisyatai swapne dekhechhi je anekbar...

souraver sange majhe majhei identify kore pheli nijheke...jodio situation alada..ki aposhin laraku manasikata...dadadidir chamchagiri korle hoyto larai sesh hoto...santi hoto..but ei swashaner santi ami chai na...

allegation mane assertion without proff..ekaronei amr blog lekha...jesob sangatik sangatik allegation...kono manusher chup kore thaka possible na... sabay januk...ki manasik nirjatan kore chalechhe ekta group amake..


kichhudin dhore sarir kharap hochchhe...besh kayak bachar hoye gelo..setao ekta mystery..anek doctor medine korechhi but kichhu hoy ni....majhe majhei AIDS er alochana suni...ekti unmarried women eka thake tar ar anno ki  habe..aids e habe... tai na??

eder kachhe ami ar ekta katha o sunechhilam...astrologer r advice moto ekta diomond ring kinechhilam...Pc chandra theke..amr dada n boudi pc chander regular customer chhilo.... sei theke ami amr maa , sis sobay PC theke  ornaments kintam...ami 17,000/ er ekta cheque amr dadake diyechhilam...amr accnt asansol bazar branch sbi.... present acct no 11738506507..eta dekhe old no ta paya jabe...date ta amr mone nei...year 1995 ,96.97..hote pare..banker registry te nischay paya jabe...ei ring kau amake gift dey ni.....eta chharao ami o amr family r lokera anek stone pc theke kinechhi...

jayhok jini esob katha suniyechhilen..sei barunbabu ekhan amake deklei karun mukhe base paren...jodio jani dosh ta thik barunbabur noy...sei suorer bachchha ke ami chini...

saradin tandop chalchhe....ektu absent mind hole ar raskhe nei..sange sange 4 te motor cycle....clg eo dekhechhi jakhan parai jodi ektu absentmind hoy..baire ekta group ready thake..chechamechi suru kore...jakhan porte bosi..jakhan ranna kori..specially jakhan tv news suni...ektu anmona holam ki sange sange kayakta  car horn dite dite jabe.. satyi na mithye keu dekhe jete pare....majhe majhe chamke uthi.....achchha ami absentmind hole ki habe?? what does it mean? ami to jante chaichhi...ar koto galagali sunbi...tora to amr mind read koris...tahole sob to janis...tahole chup kore achhis keno?? naki echhara ar kono rasta nei...straight bat e khelle ki khela sesh hoye jabe??

aaj kono reaction pelam na..all right...ami wait korbo...katha throw koris na ..evidence dis....tora A category r lok....eta toder manay na..


ar ekta katha....bankura purilia ar murshidabad....ei niye kichhu ekta hochchhe....thik bujhte parchhi na...okhane jete habe??? jekhane bolbi sekhane jabo...kmn??

1989 december baba mara jan...suru holo ek natun jiban..anek larai..ups n down..hasimukhe sob samlechhi...sobar jonno ja korechhi antarik vabei korechhi...ei katha amr brother sis ra jmn jane..sara dhadka rd er lokjon jane...brother sis ra ekhan nijher sansar niye sob busy..etoi busy je amr kachhe asar tader somoy hoy na...20yrs kalna te achhi..ekdin er jonno dada boudi gechhilo...amr khub aviman hoy majhe majhei..ami jani eta alsemi..anno kichhu na...jara er madhye anno kichhu pabar chesta korchhen ...tader boli ekbar amar sange chalun..tahale apnader tension dur habe...amr brother sis ra amake besh samiha kore...bhalobase..but aaj ora amr theke dure chale gechhe..they compelled to do so...nahole je oder barota bajiye deya habe...anek saytani oder sangeo je hoyechhe..

sabay kmn jeno tagbog kore futchhe...haschhe... hasite jeno aagun.....koto drama ...andha galite dukle ei obossthai hoy....toder dekhe amr karuna hochchhe...

aaj sakal theke tandop..motorcycle,scooter rally ...loud horn...sob elomelo kore dite habe je....taropor sarir kharap....jantam esob habe...humki deya habe...ar anno dike anno khela chalbe...ekti manushke disturb korle tar sob kaj elomelo habe..anmona habe...tarpor bolbe Hmmmmm.... didimoni ghabre geche...bhoy peyechhe...1 ques jodi bhoy pabar moto kichhu thakto emnitei bhoy petam...amake elomelo kore debr eto chesta korte habe keno?

aaj sanibar dinta bhaloi katlo...thak ar bolbo na...kothay abr ki aghaton ghate jabe...kar bachcha kidnapped holo,kar bachchar death holo, kothay traffic accident e anek lok mare gelo...kothay plane accident holo...kothay boat accident holo....kothay fire laglo...kon political leader mara gelo ...kon cinema actor mara gelo...kothay besi bristi holo...kothay anabristi holo..aro anek kichhu sob mane porchhe na ...sob kichhur sange ami related...ei durghatanagulo hoy sani mangalbar hoyechhe...nahoy ami jakhan chup kore base thekechhi takhan hoyechhe...haramjadara jodi ek baper byata hos to jabab de...kikore ami esober sange jukta holam....ami abr samajer sob classer manusher kachchhe appeal korchhi....je anyay hochchhe tar pratibad karun...ami jani ultapalta bole abr dristi annodike guriye debar chesta hobe.....tabu.satyita ki apnara janun...

asob katha to aag bariye bola hochchhe na...esob kahani to tora suru korechhili....tora suru na korle amake to kichhu bolte hoto na...saradin ghorer baire tandop chale...kara kore?...saradin asovyata..kara kore??amake slowpoison kore asustha kore rakha hoy..ami jaja bolchhi sober evidence dite pari....eto deuliapana...esob kore opore utte habe???

4days hoye gelo..anekgulo challenge korechhilam...ektaro ans pelam na...jantam pabo na..evyapare ami 200% confident...tabe reaction pabo jantam...ekjon ke  scape goat kore tomra shala malpoya khachhile...seta je sabay jene jachchhe....tai na??ki jeno bolchhilam...4days hoye gelo...ami to bolechhilam  toder help korbo...linee kotha bol...katha je elomelo hoye jachchhe re...boro gala to noy ami to thanda mathay likhchhi...toder chelara obosso lekhar somoy khub disturb korchhe...koto takay rafa hoyechhe ke jane...jayhok bol toder ki help korte habe...asansol and kalna..ei duto town e last 20 yrs achhi...sekhankar hotel resturent..mane jesob jaygay furti turti hoy ar ki...sesob jaygay niye jabi??sabr to death hoye jay ni...keu na keu thakbe toder du ekta evidence dite parbe...barite????barir lokera to ekhan toder chela..nahole ki maa ke morte hoto?ar neighbours ra jara ultopalta bole puro phese achhe..tarao to toder chela...ora nischay toder help korbe...na korle pressure creat kor...katha aday kor.....achchha asansol chhara anno kothao jete habe??..jabo...chinta nei t.a bill dite habena....2000 theke ph tapping hochchhe..sekhaneo kichhu pas ni??jodi kichhu na pas to ami ki korbo bol to??but malpoyakhaya dada didira jene rakh eisob bodnam niye ami prithivi theke biday nebo na....jotodin banchbo..jabab chaibo....haramjadara janis to kaoke bodnam dile evidence dekhate hoy...nahole khisti khete hoy...

kotha theke suru korbo jani na...ar kothay sesh habe tao jani na...sob katha guchiye bola habe na..elomelo agochhalo...hok...anek katha anek vyatha jhoriye achhe....jhakhan dekhechhi...amr charpaser educated loker rao ei niye iggit korchhe..tara to sob ta jane..mane jana uchit...naki ichchhe korei amake humiliate kora jate upset hoye thaki...e sob pare bolbo....eder kachhei sunechhi sani mangalbar holo tuktak er best din..koto je test hoyechhe..achchha 1 ques ami  ki ei dharonerloker  kachhe khakhano gechhi?? keu dekhechhe?amr barite keu esechhe?? janis to surer bachchhara bol.. age boli je amr mind read kora hoy....tahole ami ki vabi tao to tora janis....ki kori?? sat baber byata hos to bol ki kori??....koto loker ar sobbonas korbi???ami dekhechhi ami chup kore base ba suye thakle...charpas khub active ...chup kore base somoy katate pari na??chup kore thaka mane tuk tak kora....sei somoye kothao na kothao ekta kore accident..tar sange amake relate kore deya...ami jodi partam tahole tora jara esob bolchhis...ar toder chamcha jara toder tale tale nachchhe..tader age barota bajatam...sob dada didider boba kore ditam...ekdinei sob bandha hoye jeto....kintu nirjatan to stop hoy ni...jodi satyi hoto..manush to bhoye esob bandha korto...tabe accident je hochchhe na ta noy..esober sange ami ki kore jukta holam?....ami jante chaichhi chotolok gulor kachhe...jabab de....jara buddhijibi...human right niye jara katha bolen..aro sobar kachhe amr appeal apnara e niye vabun...parle reply din...eta introduction..erpor ek ek kore bolbo ki ki byapare amake jhaoriye debr chesta korechhe ...ar amar charpaser lokera kivabe amake inggit kore amr manasik jantranake bariyechhe...anekbar vebechhi challenge korbo...kintu kivabe korbo bujhte parini... thanks to www.blogger.com...amake ekta rasta dekhalo....kal sani bar ki jani kar abr sobbonas habe...

kal jake incharge korar jonno uthe pore laglo...aaj takei  kharap lok bollo...ei lok jar kono kathar naki kono  value nei ... tar hatei clg tule deoya hochchhilo....e holo situation ethics...jakhan jemon dorkar takhan temon bolo...i hate two faced people...

amr departmenter ek parttimer resign korbe...kui kui kore bollo ekdin sanibar abr asbo...mukhe muchki hasi....ei sani mangal barer KAHANI ar ekdin bolbo..anek episode mone kore likhte time lagbe...laguk tabu bolbo..ar abr suorer bachchhader challenge korbo...challenge nibi na shala??

20 yrs sevice e join korechhi.....but between now n then....anek farak....jara duto somoy dekhechhi tara jani....kichhudin age ek senior r condolence meeting ei kathatai phire esechhe bar bar...anekei seta admit kore na.....eta to ekdom satyi..sobay khub frndly chhilam...ananda chhilo hasi chhilo...maja chhilo....takhono satyajit niye alochana hoto ajo hoy... join kori...ki korbo ei manushtike je pujo kore esechhi chhotobela theke...chup kore thakte pari na....but ekhan sudhu  jhor boy...keu koror katha sunbe na...ke kotota jane tar janan deya...ager alochana anek tripti dito...ei alochana thekei  sunechhilam andrew robinson er satyajit roy-the inner eye  boi tir katha ...pare mugdha hoyechhilam...jara satyajit samporke agrohi tader sobayke ei boi ti porte boli...jibone joto bhalo book parechhi eti  tar ekti..er age satyajit roy er nijher lekha our films their films parechhilam..but ei boi ta besi bhalo legechhilo...erokom anek kichhu peyechhi senior der kachh theke..bhalobasa antarikta siksha.....ekjon ekdin amake bolechhilo..jibone duto jinis korbe..pasona korbe.ar mayer katha sunbe...ei antarikata ki aaj ar achhe?....kintu eta admit korbo na keno?bola hochchhe.senior ra sobay ki sadhu chhilo?? bola hochchhe ekhankar senior ra eto kharap je juniora respect korchchhe na...tai naki?? bhalo monder criteria ta ki suni???tahole jara eksange 7ta boyfrnd niye furti korchchhe tader sange eto hasahasi chale ki kore?...eire jah!!! kal abr sunbo ami jealous hoye porechhi...sobsomoy ulto palta katha bole dristi ghuriye deye... asole takhan keu eto matabbar chhilo na..ami ja deserve kori na..tai pabo vabchhi..tahole ja hoy tai hochchhe...sobsomoy khali lecture abr dekhi keu keu staff roome ele lecture stop...amra eto lecture martam na...sudhu ami ami ami ami...ar koto je sunbo....paroninda parocharcha...thak bolbo na...kal abr rabindranath suru habe...sobtai boka boka...

jakhan blog likhi takhan baire tandop chale...tahole karor ki khub problem hochchhe???

1989 e  service e join kori...1989 e middle e interview hoyechhilo...amr examination ,interview phobia achhe... M.A final  exam er somoy psychiatrist er advice nite hoyechhilo...medine niye tabe exams diye chhilam...ei phobia r jonno H.S er 1st day r exam kharap hoy...bangla chhilo.....school exam e banglay bhaloi number petam....amader banglar teacher chhilen khusidi..nam khusi holeo onake khusi kora khub difficult chhilo....jotoi bhalo lekho 60% besi kokhano no denni....H.S e ami 49% peyechhilam...ekatha vebe ajjo kosto pay...jayhok phobia thakleo PSC r interview besh bhalo hoyechhilo....darjeeling govt college e appointment pay...join kori...after 7 months baba mara jan..resign kori...okhane bhaloi chhilam...govt ar non govt clg er madhye anek farak...kapal kharap hole ja hoy....philosophy r dujon student chhilo...B.A hons e bandana pradhan...H.S e subhash....amader head of the department chhilen ekjon nepali...namta mone nei...clg er ekdom kachhei bari...deparment er ar ekjon ajit bhattacharya kolkater..ar ekjon papri bhadra..barasate bari...papri r baba city colleger nonteaching staff chhilen...papri ekhan kolkatar kono govt clg e achhe...ajitda retired korchhen nischay...je kota din okhane chhilam..mojatei chhilam.....but situation emon holo je chale elam..

okhan theke amake tariye deya hoyni...amr anno kono problem chhilo na....psychology  paratam..bhaloi paratam..SEROKOM  KATHAI  AMR  STUDENT  RA  AJITDAKE  BOLECHHILO...kajhei jara vebechilen je okhan theke amake tariye deya hoyechhe ba ami parate partam na (nijer kane sona esob katha) tader jonno boli apnara esob vebe kosto paben na....apnara to khabor collect korar jonno media r lokeder theke besi busy thaken...kayekta reference to dilam...khabor gulo neben...tahole hoyto apnader buker jwala ektu kombe...

aaj bigbazar gechhilam...kichhulok kena kata korte ase na..sudhu hoi choi korte ase....

kal khub kosto peyechhi...eto pain je dom bondha hoye jachchhilo....aaj majarita amr  colleque ek doctor er sandhan dilo...medine kheye ekhan thik...sona meye bhalo thakis...

Flat ta je kabe pabo ke jane….ei ghore eto space kom ..anek kichhui packing kore rakha achhe….specially cloths n books…eder abr 50% chorai mal..tai to bolchhe sourer bachchhra….besir bag shop e giye dekhechhi amr sange misbehave kore…parle amake tariye dey…shopping korar moodta nosto hoye jay….chorai mal sune chamke gelen nato??ami 51 yrs old…  ami jangol theke asini.. ekhon ami eka thaki…7 yrs hostel e chhilam..tar age barite…amr brother sis ra ki bole? Amr hostel er frnds ra ki bole? Amr neighbours ra ki bole??ar kar kar katha bolbo bujhte parchhi na…ami to jani fact ta ki....ami kakhano karo jinis e hat diyechhi bole jani na..keu jane na…barang amr jinis aneke churi korechhe ..dekhechhi….hostel e erokom anekei chhilo…tara toder chela bole tader kole basiye ador korbi ar je innocent tar name bodnam dibi?? Esob to politics e hoy…false case e fasano…but ami to rajniti kori na…amr ekta ideology achhe..vision achhe…ekjoner sang ar ekjoner ideology r farak thaktei pare….tai bole esob….tahole eto democracy democracy bole stage e lecture maris keno???




o je kathta  likhte bhule jachchhilam..kaoke bodnam diye par pabi na...paris to evidence de...taratari de...koto rat ar na gumiye katabi?...ami to galagal dite chharbo na

saradin ghorer baire tandop chale....sobkichhu elomelo korar chesta....jekhanei jai asovyta...nahole chitkar chechamechi....specially jakhan bank postoffice..ba anno kono official kaj thake...lekha lekhir byapar thake....jate bhul hoy...keno re shala ami to kichhu jani na....xerox dekhe parai..ami to emni i bhul korbo....bhul koranor jonno eto chesta keno??naki mithye kothata prove korte habe....keu prithivite sobta jane na...tabe ami jetuku jani bole  claim kori  seta jani...ei questioner ans amr teacher  and amr student ra perhaps dite parbe...

anekdin holo sarir kharap jachchhe....anek medine khelam...kichchhu holo na....ek ek din after 12pm gum theke uthi...saradin drowsiness... ami drugs addicted na...drink kori na...jodi hoto tahole tora jante partis...tora to 24hrs amake pahara dis..ultopalta bole manusher dristi ke anno dike guriye debr chesta....jodi paris evidence de....dite parle  toder golam hoye thakbo haramjada....

kintu ami evidence dite pari...ami jani keno emon hoy....but amr kapal monda...amr anek wellwisher thakleo problem solve korar keu nei......

anekdin printerta kharap hoye porechhilo....ekjonke bolechhilam....thik kore diye gelo...jakhan elo takhan time8.15pm....anek gulo old days er chabi scan korlam.....

net surfing  khub bhalo lage...evening holei computr amake tane... tana 2 to 3 hrs net e thakte parle shanti hoy...kotokichhu j achhe...only chat korar jonno..i mean karo sange pirit korar jonno net e basi na...abr keu keu bolche terroristder mail kori...ei state e terrorist ra ja kore berachchhe...sob kichur sange ami jukta...1st jodi tai hoy tahole suorer bachchhaguloke sabar age sesh kortam...nahole mere 6 months bed e phele raktam....tora to sob paris ekdin amr computrta kharap kore de...then hardware ,software sob niye ja...dekh kojoner sange pirit kori....na parle barak obamake call dis...uni  supar computr mechanic send kore toder help korbe....1 month time dilam..parle jabab de....noyle abr haramjada bolbo...


jodi bolis keno eto utola hochchhi...je ja bolchchhe boluk na...kintu tate je anek lok misguided hochchhe...jara amr priojon..amr well wisher..tara bivranta hochchhe ...tader santi nosto hochchhe...amr maa anek kichhu sune chhilo...anek kosto peye se chale gechhhe....ar ami bordasto korbo na...

suorer bachchhra amr honesty niye question kore....toder to anek lok...anek power...anek money...1 month time dilam...paris to kichhu dekha...prove kor....nahole bujhbo sudhu tora nos..toder parent rao suorer bachchha...bola anek kichhu jay...ami jodi boli khete petis na ehkan eto kotha theke hochchhe...tahole tor bou ekta prostitute...dekh sunte kmn lagchhe....jayhok 1 month time mone rakhis....darkar hole ami toder information gather korte help korbo....ami jani abr tora bolbi....echhara ar kichhu korar nei toder...anddhagalite dukle erokomi hoy....

abar bolchchhi ekti meye harrassed hoy attsamarpan na korle....takhan jotorakom dosh deya jay deya hoy ....emon ki etao bola hoy meyeti nana kayda kore tuktak kore chheletike bosh korechhe...ar ora kachhi khoka....ar evyapare tar chamchar avab hoy na....amader deshe bhalo lokeder theke kharap lokera anek besi organised...kajhei kichhudin tara hero hoye gure beray.....but 1 question...jodi etoi kharap hoy tahole amake pabar jonno keno eto chhuto chhuti....amake avoid korlei to hoy....bhadralokera tai kore...ar bhadraloker sange chhotoloker ekhnei farak...

everyday ektakore conspiracy...tader mukhe hasi dekhle bujhi aaj sarajantra safal.....surer bachchhra erokomi hoy...

love can not be purchased by money...tumi jodi deserve na koro tahole tumi kichhui pabe na...hate chhara...i hate all these people

aajkal naki chalei bristi namano jay....abr  na namano jay.....thanda gorom sobi naki  kora jay...ami jodi partam tahole whole yr winter thakto....

charpase kotobr je ei niye sunechhi....sonatei habe...sobkichhur sange amake connect korte habe....amr colleaque der kachheo sunechhi...tarato educated(?)....esob utbhot golpo prove korte habe...amr mukh bandha kora je khub jaruri....

anek katha bolte chai......na bole upay chhilo na.....