1989 e  service e join kori...1989 e middle e interview hoyechhilo...amr examination ,interview phobia achhe... M.A final  exam er somoy psychiatrist er advice nite hoyechhilo...medine niye tabe exams diye chhilam...ei phobia r jonno H.S er 1st day r exam kharap hoy...bangla chhilo.....school exam e banglay bhaloi number petam....amader banglar teacher chhilen khusidi..nam khusi holeo onake khusi kora khub difficult chhilo....jotoi bhalo lekho 60% besi kokhano no denni....H.S e ami 49% peyechhilam...ekatha vebe ajjo kosto pay...jayhok phobia thakleo PSC r interview besh bhalo hoyechhilo....darjeeling govt college e appointment pay...join kori...after 7 months baba mara jan..resign kori...okhane bhaloi chhilam...govt ar non govt clg er madhye anek farak...kapal kharap hole ja hoy....philosophy r dujon student chhilo...B.A hons e bandana pradhan...H.S e subhash....amader head of the department chhilen ekjon nepali...namta mone nei...clg er ekdom kachhei bari...deparment er ar ekjon ajit bhattacharya kolkater..ar ekjon papri bhadra..barasate bari...papri r baba city colleger nonteaching staff chhilen...papri ekhan kolkatar kono govt clg e achhe...ajitda retired korchhen nischay...je kota din okhane chhilam..mojatei chhilam.....but situation emon holo je chale elam..

okhan theke amake tariye deya hoyni...amr anno kono problem chhilo na....psychology  paratam..bhaloi paratam..SEROKOM  KATHAI  AMR  STUDENT  RA  AJITDAKE  BOLECHHILO...kajhei jara vebechilen je okhan theke amake tariye deya hoyechhe ba ami parate partam na (nijer kane sona esob katha) tader jonno boli apnara esob vebe kosto paben na....apnara to khabor collect korar jonno media r lokeder theke besi busy thaken...kayekta reference to dilam...khabor gulo neben...tahole hoyto apnader buker jwala ektu kombe...